My eyes are aching optican

 He took my glasses 🤓 umm feels like I have sun burn sun burn I tell you lol or I been asleep 😴 with my eyes open he infact told me to sellotape them closed can you beleave it sulatape them closed 

Talking to a good friend another customer Coowee horrible making friends with customers like a million round of old people horrible why o why did I not think of it lovly people but umm over 15 years grrrr known a good 8-9 customers who have died it’s horrible don’t like it 

Did do a blog on pinguecula & cloroidal nervous 😬

Did a blog on choroidal nevus not writing ✍️ it out again but obviously 🙄 interesting when you get stuff like that going on in your eyes umm to many’s oceans and Coowee 9 seas umm ultraviolet light bounces of the water anyways we keeping an eyes 👀 on theee eyes 👀 umm arrrr me ship mates all joking 🙃 asides umm 🧐 wrong date there anyways it’s this years arrrrr me ship mates 

Obviously 🙄 pinguecular umm terrible word for dyslexia ADHD lloyd to try and spell 

 Sorry clock 🕰 people it’s my eyes so it’s kind of in line of being in the right place sorting all these posts out and popping them in the right blog parts Coowee it’s difficult 

Boris Johnson, I went to a disabled college see that crest it’s the queens crest

Check that out boris Johnson ummm 🤔 looks quite cool never had a CV before building on somthing my chyropract said llloyd wrote a book on ADHD umm though impossible and upsetting bits kind of blogged different sections of and can build on them how’s that sound umm 🤔 rome wasn’t built in a day was it dear Boris ummm 🤔 

Dear Boris Johnson I went to a disabled college so I could at least work part time I have ADHD and dyslexia and a permanent bad back with chronic pain waiting on an operation now obviously 🙄 if you read my posts I will do a deal with you boris Johnson I can turn the page on your drinking and lieing but you got to be helping people like me out plz , yea yea you will say but the covid lloyd yea you were getting pissed right up right through it all umm I gave up drinking 16 years ago as I was alcoholic so I vroom already had been to college but got given a disability a accident which wasn’t my fault a socket broke and it said unbreakable so boom 💥 it bloow up and throw me forwards giving me three herniated disks and that’s the start of my story of my back pains .

So the queen even helped me and you say every person even if disabled is allowed to try and work well I have tried really hard to work and go college and better my self so I don’t se why I should have to wait longer then a year for an operation so first things first plz Boris Johnson millions like me on waiting lists and will vote 🗳 for you if you pump more money into the NHS and my spinal team and my mental health team say a little preyer and hope you can hear me as I truly studied long and hard to pass my qualifications to be part of society 

Loves England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 and I can turn the page on your drinking and bad behaviour as lots turn the page on mine so chop chop prime minister Boris Johnson plz :-) 

Obviously 🙄 sorry but got ADHD and dyslexia 

 

Cheating death how the brain understands

I yep my mother and father even said lloyd you should be dead not once not twice but an easy 100 times strange isn’t it cheating death and having the brain understand it. 

 

ADHD and the denial of death

 It an interesting subject death seeing death understanding death , does the ADHD mind work the same with Death .

I have diced with death all my life is it because my brain 🧠 is wired up differently. Honestly sailed between typhoons 30 foot wave 🌊 umm .what determines the brain thinking Coowee this is hell and no more as death is close , I have broken most bones in my body looked down from the sky when being knocked out and looked down on my self umm I didn’t die but I wonder if my brain thought umm lloyd your going to then boom 💥 as if by magic 🪄 back into my brain again and came through and thought Coowee this hurts :-) umm the death clock .

It’s the ultimate clock isn’t it , there is the universe and that keeps a going but umm the brain and understanding death Religions umm do they play a role now I like lots of different parts in lots of religions but umm , 

Truly I have diced with death as of my ADHD but umm when you look down on your self from the clouds and vroom knock your self out is that umm truly that’s close isn’t it , no I wasn’t in pain when I was looking down and I recon I was out for about 5 mins as of the distance that it took for a couple of blokes to walk past as vroom I came around and boo 👻 no I did not scream for help I lay there and said stay carm lad your in shock sit and come around Coowee did I smash my self in umm 

Is the ADHD Brian wired up to understand death the same as other humans typhoon 🌀 season 

Discrimination to invisible mental health disorders and to people with hallucinations or delusions

 I have been reading 📖 up a bit more on hallucinations and ADHD and I have found out that if you have ADHD you are more likely to suffer from hallucinations when maybe medicated or if you drink alcohol I gave up alcohol well over 16 years ago but it’s interesting 🧐 to me on hallucinations,

People get scared 😱 the people who are having the hallucinations and the people who no about the person getting hallucinations but umm yea I don’t like scaring people saying about hallucinations,

They have to be be tough cookies to start with as umm obviously 🙄 hallucinations don’t last forever and it’s nice to talk to people when your having them or afterwards so people understand. 

Umm yea you get the people who look 👀 at you and think crazy or like spread the word he is crazy umm which isn’t very nice , no I think it’s a bit like being racist to people who have hallucinations, Disrespectful for sure not educated again for sure as why would you shout and call names at a person who was having hallucinations or dilutions it’s called discrimination and DISCRIMINATION isn’t nice if your black Chinese ADHD or any mental disorder or disabilities 

It’s a shame in this day and age with the internet that discrimination goes on on people with schizophrenia or depression or any type of mental health disorders obviously 🙄 qualified I am in awareness of mental health problems and disorders Yep I am qualified,

So yep I had some hallucinations yesterday a parrot 🦜 flow out my phone as I was watching a pirates 🏴‍☠️ film and I heard a ratatatat and obviously 🙄 I just passed them of and text my friends as they knows I suffer from a few hallucinations which puts me at ease which is nice 😊 I find if you are worried that can just make things or hallucinations worse so it’s always nice to text your friends umm 🧐 lol 😂 yea yea they known me from school and it’s kind of nice as happy if they say what’s up you crazy one lol 😂 and can laugh and joke about it but truly society should be better informed on people who have hallucinations as like I say it’s scary for them and they don’t last for ever in most cases , always tell your NHS doctor or phone 111 if your not comfortable with your hallucinations or delusional thoughts at the time 

Bit if you has brilliant mates they can soon 🔜 chill you out if you tell your family as well that’s a bonus as well as the more the merrier type of thing and no chance should you have to live a life of shame just because of a few hallucinations, truly mine are all quiet peaceful really lol the rattatataat on a window lol gets me some times ,

Now I do have a ADHD NHS phyciatrist vroom I write ✍️ my hallucinations down and laugh 😂 with him about them so no you won’t get locked in a padded room for hallucinations it’s so so so much better just to talk about them to your doctor and phycologist or lucky me phyciatrist bless his cotton socks , 

So plz plz plz don’t pick on people who have hallucinations or mental disorder I’m pretty thick skinned but I can tell you for nothing there scary and if the person wasn’t as open as me they could put them selves in there house and lock them selves aways and why should they umm no they should be allowed to breath fresh air like the rest of us and go cloud watching and walking and truly if you have children plz educate them on people with hallucinations or schizophrenia symptoms as truly near on all of them are more scared 😱 then you are of them . I did grab a bit more information ℹ️ of line but remember please 🙏 don’t make fun of people with hallucinations unless your best buddy’s with them and they happy 😊 with you doing so , umm I am pretty leather skinned but still honestly I don’t like being looked at like a weirdo in the local shop lol grrr hate the un educated see with racist people they can see and the black person kind of understands why we’ll he thinks -astards I bet but it’s not an invisible 🫥 illness is it ummm 🧐 no and obviously 🙄 it’s horrible getting discriminated for invisible disorders grrrrr children should be educated in school a lot more on invisible 🫥 mental health disorders as it’s truly horrible being looked at like your 💩 when you havnt done anything wrong 

It’s nice having my clock and watch blog site to speak about invisible 🫥 mental Heath disorders so I hope 🤞 people don’t mind me diverting aways from clocks 🕰 and watches as it truly dearly touches my heart ❤️ seeing people with mental disorders being discriminated against and me having ADHD and a few hallucinations symptoms and Coowee I shout louder then most and vroom if I can shout to 100 people saying learn up a little on mental disorders and be a little more respectful then I will feel happier that a person with a symptom like hallucinations won’t feel they have to hide aways in there room all there life as truly they can be as productive as normal humans and probably have more talent as well :-) 

Jubilee queen of England horse carriage in silver it’s horrible isn’t it the queen acts impeccable in the army navy marines anywhere where a person like Boris Johnson lies to Parliament and ran ten Downing Street in such a disgraceful way shame on Boris Johnson brings are country down on the world stage acting like a scum bag liar 🤥 truly if that is how government runs on just changing the rules to allow living it break my heart ❤️ seeing the queen 👸 there and Boris knowingly running 10 Downing Street as he did shame on him he should step down truly Boris it’s on a global stage and it’s so not fair that children in this country should think it’s ok to lie it’s horrific why does Boris Johnson find it funny 😄 why does the Conservative party think it’s ok to lie why do judges in the Bible it’ says it’s wrong to lie please 🙏 GOD get Boris Johnson to do the only justifiable thing and step down over 100 in the Conservative party thought it was ok to lie and break the rules that’s conservative for you I’m so confused as if police can’t even tell the truth nore the prime minister, I don’t want 100s of lying 🤥 conservatives running the country and lying 🤥 do the lords lie are the lords in parliament liars or do they not hold any power if the lords see fit for Boris Johnson to lie then it means judges police MPs councils are all just fixed and that picture of the queen on her own will probably be the end of the U.K. and it’s respectability as the world knows she sat there on her own while Boris Johnson allowed party’s to go on and went to party’s Boris Johnson is a disgrace to the parliament and country and it’s upsetting for people like me to try and understand what’s Wright and what wrong it shouldn’t ever be one rule for Boris Johnson and another for the queen and then just change the rules about being able to lie . No Boris Johnson I voted 🗳 you in but all I have seen is you kill 150 thousand people and z6 million MHS waiting list and you just got pissed up all the ways through it giving millions away in dodgy contracts honestly he has ran Parliament disgracefully

 Bless another picture of the queen’s beautiful , she has a gold carriage but this is from her silver jubilee 

The beautiful thing is are queen has stuck to such high standards