ADHD Strange isn’t it mum told me once lloyd you can be what every you want if you put your mind to it

 Strange old ADHD dyslexia lloyd got lost in Spain for two days umm , lol have a little cry on the beach 🏖 of benadorm and get of me arse and vroom onwards ,

Umm funny what paths GOD throws you on but it’s true me mum was right I can do anything I put my mind to umm but never really known what umm stupid isn’t it my age and I could still keep picking courses just can’t stick at somthing want to do everything umm can’t help it ADHD strange though the back and eye and tummy staples umm ummm come on it’s funny 6 years behind in gcse English but umm 

My ADHD phyciatrist said I didn’t need English lol 😂 umm guess some would say umm that’s cheating broke all my ribs last year knocked my self out and looked down on my self umm still didn’t kill me ummm ,makes me wonder some times umm strange the curve balls thrown at me and the twist and turns umm 🤹🏻🙈🙉🙊🤦🏻

Crap when things get really tough Ummm but umm just got to stand up like I did on that beach 🏖 and clean up and turn me page 📄 don’t ask me but I did pass that mental health course didn’t I ummm , 

Truly enjoyed sailing ⛵️ and undoing a tens of thousands of nuts and miles of welding ummm my poor eyes and metal and chemicals and ultraviolet lights umm ,

Crap part  though like working on clocks was grrr old people  but umm didn’t like the old people dieing as made Friends with them umm can’t help my back ummmm.

Umm bloody ADHD umm what o what do I want to do like sky dive jump of cliff umm but getting old but my brain still wants to go for it lol 😂 

Bla bla bla umm ADHD I suppose somone has to have it lol 

All over the world 🌎 sailed nearly ish lol 😂 

Messed up back already been cut open and fixed once 

Ummm watches and my eyes umm young man’s game I think with my eye damage 

Poor little tummy 30 odd staples 

Typhoon 🌀 season vrooom 

Ha ha ha broke all my ribs and smashed my head in knocked my self out and looked down on my self Coowee that hurt last year 

Top half of my back is just as bad as the bottom half umm 

Umm ADHD 

LOL funny funny funny passed that this year laid downs umm 

Me 6 same age I got lost in Spain for 2 days 

My dodgy back disk ummm

My ten step plan for pain umm sent by the good old NHS doctors

Umm my back surgeon ummm 

Sleep 🛌 disorders la la la la la la 

Lol dyslexia ummmm 

Umm feel like that 6 year old umm crap I said to my ADHD phyciatrist he said yep lloyd it is lol I’m allowed to talk aloud as it’s my blog site and having a think 🤔 

Like umm mum went back to college lol 😂 come on that’s funny at nearly 50 , umm sticking to things like channels on the tv 📺 umm bounce bounce bounce sorry everyone just can’t stick to stuff feel bad about that a bit but I really tried hard on the clocks and watches but can’t help my back and eye so umm will have to dig some brain cells out from somewhere and see where me paths take me onwards 

My NHS Doctor is just brilliant

 So if I cause more nerve damage it’s a gamble going to customers I do I do I do likes working but I have the forces of getting old and my NHS doctor has already said no lloyd don’t over do it on your bike and don’t over do your medications so see sorry customers no my doctor is a good NHS doctor so no he is busy man and no you can’t have my GP doctor or my NHS spinal surgeon or my NHS phyciatrists obviously 🙄 stenotic numbing umm I was asking umm lol clip me across the head but he lets me of as I got ADHD and worry’s and my mind 

motors :-) sorry everyone umm vroom my mind never grows old but my body does 

chemicals and eyes umm have a think what clock and watch chemicals do to my poor pingoculars

I have done easy 15000 miles across oceans and easy gone across 9 seas loved 🥰 surfing 🏄‍♂️ sailing ⛵️ swimming 🏊‍♂️ and umm always worked in workshops 

Got this little issue with my eye 👁 yep a pinguecular  dyslexia I think I spelt it right but when I have got one eye glass on or even in a well ventilated room or dust or pollen umm , 

Now I will tell you this for nothing when I use clock or watch chemicals guess what happens to my eyes 👀 umm now the ultraviolet light when sailing ⛵️ or in water catches in the corners of your eyes as it bounces of the water but umm now I have pingoculars in both eyes so umm and you try getting aways from clocks cleaning chemicals Coowee dethcom 10 chemicals the fumes Coowee yep will dry your eyes out if your tear ducts are not working then vroom Coowee so got this little issues with waiting on a back operation and got this little issues on how far to take theses eyes 

Can you see the damage in the eye when it is irritated by chemicals or pollen or the sun 

 

Well when is it a permanent disability umm

When I am on my bike you can see by the bulging disks that bulge into my central nerve when I am on my bike or my back swells up then I gets added stenotic numbness in my cards and feet 🦶 so honestly I love 💕 doing things but I am scared to and I get hallucinations from medications so then I got told of by my ADHD phyciatrist and I don’t want to be put in a white padded room now that might sound funny to some of my customers but no shsss stop 🛑 laughing as being serious 🧐 got to be sensible and wait patiently I have been told and told not to fall of my bike plz be nice and think before you ring and offer me something I would love to do sorry 😢 

When o when can I tell my customers look 👀 I have permanent stenotic numbness and it’s dangerous to drive and umm cross the fingers on riding the electric bike as the surgeon says be careful don’t fall off and pins in my tummy ache when back nerve pain and when can I say Oy customers please 🙏 got a few pains going on and the gastrointestinal surgeon and the back surgeon are arguing if it’s back nerve pains or pins from ark at the gastrointestinal surgeon lieing aways he said small lloyd small and I gets the whole stomach laid with mesh and pins umm surgeons and there thoughts on small 

See small 30 odd pinsand clips umm small from left hand side of my waste to right and that’s small umm and a few aches and I am sure when my back aches and a few of those pins ache then umm groin pains then umm how do I explain that to customers please 🙏 as just had a customer phone me plz let me of I love ❤️ working on things but truly it breaks my heart when someone phones me and says got this umm seee what I mean drives me up the wall and my phyciatrist hates it when I annoys him honest as he busy 

Letter of surgeon 

Second operation on back 

See it swells up and I get stenotic numbness in my feet sorry you can see how it swells up can’t you umm umm 

Now I am dyslexia and ADHD so I try to be as black and white as possible ok 

 

Beaty of a picture of a happy 👵🏻 Nan

 Cool she can sit there blind and listen to her musical 🎶 box bless