Thursday

Rough time folks but I tell you the truth fighting I am 15 years of dealing nice with the public so public one lloyd is on vacation for a tad and having a bit of a swear and a few fags so pardon me but I’m a qualified engineer and I have done 1000s of clocks and mechanical ⚙️ things but 🤷‍♂️😭✅doctors orders to be good and not speak to anyone sorry

so where we stand today folks in my battle with my path to ritchessness sorry dyslexic but i need to stable my back up as my feet keep going num and tingly . i have peed my self a few times who knows if if its my S1-L5 disk as i habe had these disks cut about but they call it a retro prolaps herniated disk or somthjng close to that i am paranoid of lifting like £5000 £10000 pound clocks if i dont feel stable enough and my back put pressure on the S1-L5 i loose power out of my legs and they go tingly and get peeimg issues and so on like umb feet so honestly went from car to motorbike as of numb foot to bike and sciatica in legs do went and got me an electric bike and di it like that for a bit but prostate issues and peeing issues and pain back pain issues one has ti be a little bit sensible please customers . will show you all the paper work :-)

See had or trying to make my three levels of herniated disks stable ok folks

15 years of pills and pain and dealinh with customers and truly i was polite and enjoyed meeting such lovly people but honestly my tummy has 30 odd pins in it with mesh and three back operations and now waiting on the 4th back operation powering through some medication and had a catheter in me as prostate issues and peein my self at the moment so grrr honestly cant pick the phone up and say yea can i as got alot goimg on looking after my self and normal life sorry

Wednesday

Back operation folks sorry and well medicated

Sorry for going crazy but I was overdosed by the pharmacy lol 😂 I shouldn’t have to apologise as it was my fault so so so so a nasty thing to get through but I’m here vroom 🏎️

It would pretty be nice 👌 for it all to be mental health freindly as there is so much to learn and buttons 🫣 it we are trying that’s the Mai thing

Education is key I think 🤔 it’s brilliant if you have nice teachers 👩‍🏫 as I have ADHD and dyslexia but vroom I just learn a little bit different then the norm but I get there in the end :-)

Who’s life is easy peazy um none I know lol 😂

No Crazy Suicidal Tendencies people if you think you wish to kill your self ring 999ok happy to chat but not a phycologists just k ow people loads of them 🤗

Now I have had my back operated o three times vroom Ross your fingers folks :-)

See cool I can be nice to all mental health disorders people :-)

phew found my curtificate

Slowly but surly fighting back it’s been tough road waiting in Pain bless all those who are still waiting

i think wirh all that pain and operarions can i have a cirtificate for wairing in a 6 million queue umm talking absolult garbage lol pardin me fie rhat as i am highly educated in engineering when focused i did pass a mental health course whime waiting fkr my operation so of you have any malfunctions going on then we shpuld be fine sorry about my gramma as dyslexia anyways powing on

Failed back fusion

really upset as had a failed TLIF back fusion grr