See had or trying to make my three levels of herniated disks stable ok folks

15 years of pills and pain and dealinh with customers and truly i was polite and enjoyed meeting such lovly people but honestly my tummy has 30 odd pins in it with mesh and three back operations and now waiting on the 4th back operation powering through some medication and had a catheter in me as prostate issues and peein my self at the moment so grrr honestly cant pick the phone up and say yea can i as got alot goimg on looking after my self and normal life sorry