TLIF fusion back operation

bless inwent from car band as numbness in feet as of nerve damge and compression . S1-L5 needs to be fusioned together and hated i mean hate back operations anyway they are like being shot with a shot gun as obviously the surgion pardon me but dyslexic so my gramma is a tad bad as words and letters move and turn a bit but you all would have to learn about that as it sounds silly but hayho if you tell the college yoir retarded then they gove you like 25% more time . and disabilitys umm a bit linger lol ,anyway band from riding my bike so im super angry grrrr . taking me a few weeks to get over that letter from the surgeon anyway on morphine and strong medications like benzodiazipams and all medication says dont lloyd dont so umm i love to work i really do its why i went to a disabled colleg but inhave got to be sensible as things can get expensive if my back drops me to my knees and inhave like a ten thousand pound clock in my hands umm what do you lot wish me to be doing some kind of commando role to protect the clock.lots of paperwork involved and money and bills everything is expensive and i feel proud of what inhave done and seen and had theough my hands truly inhave made alot of people smile over the years but honestly i have had bone and ligaments cut away already umm one will get it fused and o have to think about my eyes as of sailing and water sports and ultraviolet light my eyes in the heat or near dust or chemicals play up to so one is being good and honestly had MRI and doctor and surgeon would clip me across the head if i went out on my electric bike lol and plz no means no so that means no knocking on my door. yes i loves to and have loved each and ever clock as i have treated them like people. i have met some lovly people and coowee amazing houses truly some places i went would blow your socks of boom lol anyway i will show you my eye and obviosly waiting on another back operation of ever inhave seen a good excuse to rest its a good excuse osnt it and if i talk a load of guff and rubbish please excuse me as obviosly medicated and i will apologose if i have offended you but inhave ADHD and if i think it i say it or type it as thats me black and white of somthing is rubbish then yep i will soon say its shit lol pardon my bad languge there anyway i was overdosed by well pharmacy and inget hallucinations as well when medicated up and stressed so umm kind of snookered my self a tad me :-(